Interview with Y’Shell Esta

In this book, Radhaa has invited women to contribute their experiences and stories in ‘Pillars of Light: Goddess Activations™.’ Each woman takes the journey into the Goddess Activations™ to experience deeper aspects of herself. As each woman steps into the light of the Goddess, activating the pillars needed to transform dark to light, re-activating the temple within. Goddess Activations™ is an original modality by Radhaa Nilia. Meet the women, who share their stories in Pillars of Light: Goddess Activations™. 

Tell us a little bit about yourself! 

Y’Shell Esta is a Gene Keys Guide, Pathfinder, Wisdom Keeper, Cosmic Warrior, Creative Collaborative Artist, and Producer. She’s also the mother of three amazing boys, raising them to be Kings, and lives in sunny southern California. She loves to serve others by guiding wisdom, synthesizing more harmony, raising awareness, plus activating love to inspire growth for natural time and planetary restoration. All in the name of Energy Philanthropy, CONSCIOUS Universal Peace, Love, Gratitude, Freedom, and Beauty for all humanity, evolution for our collective consciousness, and our Noö Earth! 

I enjoy weekly visits to the Self-Realization Fellowship Lake Shrine in Pacific Palisades and Venice Beach with my youngest son and beloved partner when I’m not working. Also, I practice the invocation of sacred fire called Agnihotra, and an Ayurvedic healing ritual is performed twice a day at the precise moments of sunrise and sunset. My most recent work has been as a co-producer for both the “ALIGN with EARTH” mini-series leading to “ALIGN with EARTH, A Celebration of Regenerative Arts & Culture” live broadcast event on Earth Day 2021, presented in partnership with EarthDay.org and UNIFY. In addition, I was an additional vox on the hi-resonance track “Galactivation” from the album SIRIUS CODES: The Great Conjunction, written, produced, and performed by Mystic Column (MC2). MC2 calls their music and tones “hi-resonance” because it raises the mood and vibration of the listener. 

What does the word Goddess mean to you?

To me, the word Goddess means to be a woman of superior magnetism or mastery, hence evoking a compassionate mother and galactic warrior within me. Freya has been the perfect archetype that matches my personality for me to draw from. I can see reflections given her qualities, fierceness as a warrior and fullness as a nurturer. She is loving, kind, strong, and brave. She is an archetype from which I draw strength and perspective. Her qualities help her get through things no matter how afraid or heartbroken she is. 

How did you experience your Goddess Activation™?

My Goddess Activation of Freya is with me every step of the way as we link to higher realms of the galactic cosmos and our planets’ ancient wisdom keepers and beings. I imagine myself as a pillar of light wherever I roam, connecting the light of the heavens above with Earth. I have committed to step into the energy of Freya and operate only at that higher energetic level, looking forward to my power and strength. I have the Divine knowledge that can help others through my spiritual guidance and process. Knowing that I hold all of the wisdom of the entire Universe in the center portal of my heart. Love is all there is. I am on track. 

Give us a sneak peek at your written story in Pillars of Light?

Activating my third eye, we head up into the cosmic light entering the bright light of a jelly-like substance and feeling safe to release again, moving through this substance, shedding a layer of fear and judgment that I do not consent to anymore. Emerging from this luminous substance, I feel the release and rebirth of energy. We continue traveling upward into the darkness, feeling complete freedom, joy, grace, ease, and expansion.

As I look above, I see a beautiful luminous vast light moving closer into the heart of the divine creator goddess. We pop into this space, and I relax and feel the softness, safeness, and sacred space. We work at a higher level to not get interference. Also, it is protected and activating here right down with me later into my physical body. 

We call forth all of my ascended angels, my masters, guides, soul family, and galactic family, and only those that are 100% light are pure, with pure intentions, and have the highest regard for me and my well-being. Being a galactic woman, I have traveled throughout different communities in outer space that are more advanced. Right when Radhaa acknowledged my multi-dimensional star family and the beautiful angels present, I felt warm energy and chills sensations all over my body from them standing in a circle holding sacred space around me up in the cosmos as well as in my physical room—letting me know they were here as well. 

What inspired you to be a co-author, write, and contribute to this collaborative book, Pillars of Light? 

I am honored and grateful to be a holder of the Pillar of Light with the Goddess Activation™. When Radhaa invited me specifically to be a holder of the light energy for Los Angeles, it needed a lot of healing, and I knew I was ready to spiral and level up. I heard the call before the session and witnessed all the synchronicities leading up to the activation. 

Even now, sharing my interpretation of my experiences is me openly coming out of “my shell,” an initiation of sorts. So not only was this an invitation from Radhaa for the Goddess Activation™ of Freya, but it was also an initiation from the Universe that I am invited into right now to embody fully and stand in my truth for leveling up. How supported did you feel through this creative and collaborative process? What was the best part of this whole experience?

Radhaa and the team were there to support me through the whole process. This was an opportunity for me to tell my story and share my truth! I remember just how rewarding it was that next morning, after turning in my chapter, I was gifted with a beautiful rainbow in the Heavens. I knew my efforts and healing through writing were liberated and freed that day thus in the future. 

What was your overall feeling throughout the whole process of working with Radhaa Publishing House? What stood out the most?

Radhaa has a magical divine Goddess approach, and at the same time, she is logical and genuine at explaining what is going on in your soul. I found her a truly gifted being who is kind and honest and made me feel safe, warm, and welcome in her presence.

Why do you think the Goddess energy is important for balancing feminine energy during these challenging times we’re currently in?

Showing me how to manifest my dreams, no matter how out of reach they may seem, remembering I am a powerful creative force…I am encouraged to embrace my Divine Feminine; feel my natural sensuality from the inside radiating out, delving into the very depths of my soul. When I am hard on myself for not living up to unrealistic standards set upon by my ego, I overlook the powerful and passionate Divine being that lives within every one of us. It is time I am bold and let my light shine, permitting myself to be authentically me. 

As I have stepped into my power, I am beautiful in my confidence and grace. Freya has encouraged me to step into my gift of graciousness as a woman, a quality that every woman naturally possesses. I am a gracious person. Now I’ve gotten to apply it across the board, especially with those particular relationships where there may still be conflict, thus giving me a chance to transmute it. And calling all my triggers “grace growers.” If and when they present themselves, I will ask myself how they can show me how to grow in grace—learning new ways to perceive in time and better to remain in peace than knowing why. A wise man and beloved friend told me that one must always say thank you for being gracious. Always. Whether I agree or not, because it will immediately neutralize the intention.

What would you tell anyone who might be interested in writing for Radhaa Publishing House? What have you gotten out of the experience? 

Authors coming together to create collaborative books with Radhaa Publishing House is brilliant. It truly was a transformative and inspirational experience, one I will not forget. 

What’s the gift you bring to the world, and how can others find you?

As a Gene Keys Guide, I help others find the information they are looking for through embracing real-life challenges and breakthroughs while guiding them towards their higher purpose. I also offer my own unique Gene Keys Relationship Equivalent readings and Individual Equivalent readings based on your personalized Hologentic Profiles.

You can visit me online at https://linktr.ee/shellyesta or on my Instagram https://www.instagram.com/shellyesta/.